Tomorrow morning I take down my board of firsts to start over. My daughter stated that I didn't get my picture taken with Santa this year, so the EAster Bunny it is :)
Tonight and tomorrow at the gym I will write down all my regrets, and all my wishes to prepare for tomorrow night. The girls are going with me on New Years Eve to celebrate. Next year, maybe some new friend.
People have asked if I have started dating and the answer is NO. To date someone would mean that I would have to provide time for that person all the time and I just am not ready for that. I don't mind having a friend though that we can go out once in a while or stay in more than go out...
I have dreams and desires I have had for years and this time, I am going to get them. and I will. I want to be a completely happy person with me first. Physically and Mentally. Then I want to get happy with someone else. Not just anyone, but the one that will finally make me complete. That will take the time to know me. Know how I think and what I like. I have never had that. This time I will have it or enjoy playing around until I do find it :)
Right now is a time for learning. I cannot wait to start school. If I was a guy...well you know...
Well, tomorrow will be here so need to get moving. Not enough in my mind right now to keep writing but I am sure I will have more later in the week.
Happy New Year!!
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