Another Saturday

2-1-2014

Well, I have wasted this whole day yet again.  I couldn't figure out why I was spending so much time on line and I have figured out that my life is shifting again.
     What I mean is I am missing something that I obviously need but I don't know what it is.  But starting Monday morning a whole new schedule and attitude is going to take place.  My "short" term goal right now has a few pieces.
     First the goal is to be reached by my son's graduation in May.  I met someone that I have been talking to on one of the dating sites and later when I asked him what body type I really fall under he stated a little bit extra or full figured.  Well that is it for me.  No more dating sites.  I talk to a couple of people but if they go away except for one of them it won't be a loss.
     So with that information, number one of my short term goal is to lose between 30-40 pounds by May.  I am doing the weight watcher thing but I am going back to the philosophy that I eat when I am hungry and that is it.  Cut back on soda and drink more water.
     I love the Y and I go most days then I say nah.  Well 7 days a week no matter what.  If I am working then my only day off may be Wednesday because of School.
     So, that takes care of work out and diet.  Now, with diet I want that to be close to 30 pounds by the end of my quarter at school.
     Sex.  I am so worried about body image, I am having a friend help me.  Once a week hopefully until the beginning of May at least.  This person will help me with my view and I believe that is the key to my ultimate confidence.  He will also allow me to release myself from an old friend that I spend too much time thinking about.  Because obviously he does not think of me.
     Organize.  I am on the computer way to much for other than school.  I need to organize times that if I am not working then the computer is off at minimum from 10-2.  That means shut down.  That gives me time to do all the reading for my class.
     My blog.  I want to write in here at least every day.  I think I am going to put my daily blog into categories that are preset each day and fill them in.  From current news, ideas, etc.  I have so much I want to do and I get excited.  but I need to reorganize all my time to fit everything in so I will start blocking out schedule time for my blog, then my online classes for HIMSS.  Then I need to work on my lean belts.  Along with my class stuff.  If I am not working I should have no reason I can't do all of this and still  watch my TIVO stuff.
     Well that is going to be all for today.  Except below will be my new blog format.



Date:
(Title is the post)

Current Events:
New Ideas:
School advances:
On line class:
Lean Belt:
May's Short term goal:
A short story:
More personal thoughts:

I think that will be good just to get me started.  I reserve the right to change the order of each category or category itself at any time.

Well I am 12 hours behind so, clean, and making Super Bowl items.

indtil i morgen