I have had this title before and I am sure I will use it again. I have so much writing to do but when you write you have different variations. Sometimes my fantasies or dreams overtake my other writing, such as that for school so I need to get things on paper. The Red Dress was easy because of where I was in my life and today, When the Rain Falls will have a true meaning behind it finally.
In life we experience so many different sights and feelings. In my previous posts I explained that I see things with new eyes. Images are magnified or they fade according to my moods and feelings. Today every breathe I take feels new and fresh but apprehensive and unsure. Don't get me wrong, this is a good feeling. I have found that when you just stop asking why or push doubts forward you find that you can feel things that are just amazing.
If you recall, When the Rain Falls is when you can stand there and lift your face to the sky and as each drop of wetness touches you it is a sensation that slowly seeps into your soul. When you open your eyes and smile, those sensations are ten-fold. So ultimately it means to finally come alive to be able to experience all sensation in this world that you were meant to. So periodically as I experience a new part of me, I will give it a part to my new world.
The Kiss
So often as we grow we experience that the young kiss that makes your heart skip, or the one that takes your breathe away. Throughout our life though, I think we search for "The Kiss". It is the one that you have never felt before. You can read all the books in the world and say that is the one you want but it isn't really about a kiss, it is about the feeling of the kiss. About the connection and the reaction that it causes. Some feel that if the kiss excites you throughout your body, that is passion. I would tend to agree because we know there is a chain reaction in attraction. "The Kiss" is the one that causes no fireworks or sparks. It is that faint touch of your lips with another and the mixing of their breathe. The substance that keeps them alive. The slow dance that is played with the sensation of life and what life is suppose to feel like. I have found this recently and I am in awe of the revelation. It doesn't tell me that this is the "one" for me, but it has shown me that this is what I am suppose to feel. Each part of our lives both internally and externally strive to find the answer of our souls being complete or fulfilled.
"The Kiss" is when you slowly come together where are life is sustained, and just feel. It is the slow movements and feel of our worlds connecting in a way that hope, faith, joy all combines in one and when you breathe that persons breath just a bit you know that life is meant to feel like this. There is not gut wrenching feeling at first, it is just pure joy to feel that intimate part of a person and when it makes you smile, that is the universe saying yes, that is what is right. The kiss is just the beginning of the realization of what we are suppose to feel and when we finally get to the combination of all sensations as we explore to find what our universe wants, then we become complete.
So, part 1 is achieved. I have never had this reaction before and if this is what is in store for my future then I know that I am going to be okay and if I don't settle with the one that completes me, at least I will end with knowing why I smile.
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